Get It Outa Control

jeez louise, i dont remember when i actually updated last. hmmmm let me think.

movies... i saw Fever Pitch, and it was really good. It was really funny which was suprising, but my woman Drew is in it so of course it was cute! I also saw Beauty Shop. i am still wondering if i needed to see Barbershop 1 and 2, it being a spin-off and all. there were some parts they expected u to know i think. other than that, i dont wanna categorize it as this, but it wasnt a movie for me if u get me, cause there was ALOT of black this and black that jokes and whatnot. other than that i enjoyed it lol. i saw Cry Wolf last week tuesday with kevin tina mike jeff rich and val. i missed some parts, because i needed to be excused cause i was havin an off day - blah. but tina made it fun and we joked around a lot. the movie was clever and twisty tho!

that wednesday, i went to woodys with kevin jeff and anthony and we met the bloom kiddys there! they are a crazy bunch of drivers, those bloom kids! i had a good time with everyone, music was good, but i felt like outa place? lol. i dunno. i feel like im ready for the other side now. i need to chillax with older ppl instead of seeing young newbies and same queers all the time lol. i saw jimmy there, and approached him and made up with him. i dont want enemies or hate people. i just needed time to get over the situation. i know hes a good guy, so i had to make it known how i felt to him and all is good. i felt so much better after, it was nice. :)

friday night, i worked then jeff anthony jess jim and erin came over and we drank and watched "The New Adventures of Pippi Longstocking" on demand. Hi childhood, good to see you again! haha aww man i use to watch that movie allll the time as a kid, i cant believe some of them nevin saw it!

saturday i worked and after i was beat for some reason, so i spent the night with myself! i enjoy having alone time with myself sometimes!

monday morning i went to The Cittone Institute with my dad and applied for school. I started yesterday already. I planned on going for a long time, but i never got around to doing it. things were set to do this for a month or two, but i didnt say anything to anyone cause i didnt wanna jinx it if it fell through. Im taking up webdesign and im gonna be taking a lot of computer classes and drawing classes. its right up my alley, so im excited. i finally get to be learning something i actually enjoy and will use in life haha. its monday through friday 7:30 to 12:30 everyday. god i hate mornings lol. its for 8 to 9 months so ill be done in may or early june, so ill have my summer - yayyyy. i can go on further after this year for a degree, but ill find allthat out later, im just gonna focus on this for now. i have to wear a shirt and tie everyday lol. i was a wreck the first hour yesterday but i got through it. i left at 11:30 cause i had work at 12. i went home got changed then went to work til 8:30! i came home ate dinner, filled out financial aid forms and all, checked my mail then passsssssed out till 6:30 this morning lol. i went to school, came home around 12:30 ish with plans to clean and do wash and what not, but i fell asleep, ugh. i love me some sleep but im affraid i wont be able to sleep tonight now. tomorrow is gonna be a hurt piece tho. after school i got pick my mom up round 2 from work then i go at 4:30 til 1am! i dont know how im gonna get up the next day. maybe ill leave early if i get all my work done. its my last week workin past 11 though, thank god. i have a teast already on friday! :x i hope i do well, i just need to find the time to study lol. i hate studying. i have work friday night till 8 then i dont know what im doing after that. saturday im going to BLOOMSBURG with my workfriend, amanda. im soooo excited, thats the thing i keep lookn forward to to get me through the next two days awake lol. we keep saying how excited we are. i just wanna drink and laugh all night like last time- great times! we're both off sunday (or atleast should be) so no need to rush home for work the next day! :)

im suppose to goto Willow Grove mall tonight with my sister, im just waiting for her to get home from her boyfriends. im goin to FYE to pick up my Ryan, and visit some kid Rich.... haha j/k loves u!

i better go get ready, peace!

NEVIN (Nev - In) : Never ever ever ever ever ever ever